If you have not been reading all of my blogs this may be hard to follow. This is a message on how Evil, the negative force, the force that controls the men I use to work for in Tallahassee, this blog tell how they used codes to send me messages. This tells how my former friends and family members were manipulated and persuaded by, the evil powers that be, into providing information about me to be used against me in order to intimidate me into being friends with the “new”, the “Evil”. The “new” people are insecure and only want friends they can control so they felt by digging into my past and then indirectly showing me they did so, I was suppose to be so insecure and so dumb that I was suppose to turn my back against family and friends that gave them the information and then turn to them (the new) to protect me against those who they turned against me. Makes no sense, I know.
Evil is so nasty, he (the nasty men) they went into my past. Watched my former friends watched them carefully to see their needs. They, like a nasty Beast from the wild he mounted and launch on his prey, my former friends. Smiling with that Evil white grin saying “Hey looks like you got some things in your life that I can help make better “clear up”.With his sly snakelike grin, he says but you must in turn do something for me; I will give you a new computer, pay off some bills, send you on a trip, fix your car, buy you a house, and I will gladly give you money to support your habit. Cause I want to kill all of you and people like you off. You must first do this one thing for me tell me all you can about her. I want her to control her, make her my concubine I want her to run to me for her needs. Please don’t let her know she must never know and I will continue to take care of you”. Evil will keep dibs on her,( me) just to make sure she isn’t receiving help from Good. Evil will tempt her. Sends things her way to “bring her down to nothingness” just for control. Evil isn’t as bright or clever as he think he is. See Evil is going to make me get a lawsuit. Evil uses me as his prey, sending messages via his army to tell me all the things he is doing for them and to me, I am not interested.One day while riding with my Boss at the Real Estate company, a truck pulled in front of us and he pointed out the license plate it read "WillKillYA" it was an indirect threat to me and also a message to the people in Leon county that Wakulla county "WillKillYa". Still didn't scare me. This is what happened to me while traveling back to Charlotte after leaving Tallahassee. I learned that evil has to plan things out I went to get gas at the gas station on pump 4 which coincidentally froze up. So the oblivious gas attendant tells me to move to another pump. And every pump I went to coincidentally a car pulled up to each vacant pump except for the one directly behind the park cars whose tags I was suppose to read. Evil was trying to send me a message via the letters on the car tags, yes people even the none personalized car tags send messages. For example, (MVS 7641) the message from the powers that be says: We are envious (MVS) then 76 is my year of birth and the 41 means I am only (for one) not trying to appease them, like they felt I should have been. Not to mention the gas attendant’s last words to me were “wherever you go I will follow”. Just like some psychotic stalker BS. I know it sounds crazy but that is exactly what Evil is crazy.
This is just a small example of Evil does only because he wants to keep two black people from being together. His objective was to control, see while working in the IT company for the small time I worked there they (MENagement) were watching my computer seeing what sites I frequented this I read about. Watched my IM seeing what information they could get to intimidate and use against me to try to get me to return once I quit the company due to their harassment. I remember one day I was sitting at my desk and updated my facebook status to “is at work, frrreeezzzing”. I didn’t say a word to any of the people in the office. Here comes the COO saying “all you have to do is turn the thermostat down”. Now how did he know I was cold. I never verbally said anything to ANYBODY. On another occasion I put a picture of President Barack Obama as my screen saver I started getting indirect messages saying “don’t put things on your screen that could be offensive to others”. How is the picture of the President of the United States offensive?
This is an assignment I had in class, click the link below and follow these instructions:
the Harvard-Hosted Implicit Association Test (IAT) using the following instructions. The test should take about 10 minutes to complete.
o Navigate to the Project Implicit® home page at https://implicit.harvard.edu/implicit/ and click Demonstration.
o At the IAT home page, click on the Go to the Demonstration Tests link.
o At the Measure Your Attitudes page, find and click on the I wish to proceed link.
o You will be prompted to select a test. Take one of the following IAT tests:
• Race IAT
• Arab-Muslim IAT
• Native IAT
• Asian IAT
• Skin-tone IAT
I took the skin tone test and this is my response to my results. People the message is so clear everything in the world is set up to make that negative force seem positive.
I took the skin tone test. My results were accurate it states I didn’t have a preference between the two light or dark skinned people. Which is true. Now had I tried to be Mrs. Speedy Gonzalez and not paid attention to the directions the results would have been different. Which is the point of the game. Its set up to make light seem right and dark seems bad, its a mind game. That’s why the directions state to go as fast as you can (programming the mind). In the first half of the test there are two categories a Portrait of a light skinned person on the right and a portrait of a dark skinned person on the left then other portraits of people either light or dark skinned flash across the screen and with your finger on the ‘E’ and ‘I’ pictures are to be place under the light skinned or dark skinned category. Then there is the good and bad category in the first part good is on the left and bad is on the right. Then words are presented to be place in either the good or bad categories words like nasty, awful, hurt are place in the bad category and words like glorious etc goes under good. Then for the third round of the first half there are both pictures and words, to the left there the portrait of the light skinned person with the word good under neath and then to the right portrait of the dark skinned person with the word bad underneath. During this part both words and portraits come up light skinned portraits and the good words go under the same category while dark skinned and bad words fall under the same category.
Now to make it fair there is a part two in which the roles are reversed repeating the same tasks as listed in the above paragraph only this time good is dark and bad is light . But if you go fast without thinking and let the time limit control you; you are going to make dark look just as bad as it did in the first half. Then when you read the results you are going to be programmed into thinking you prefer one color over the other and based on how the game is set up your preference would be light. That’s the object of the game. And its sad these results determine statistical information that is recorded in books that our children are taught from in school.
Prejudices could be measure in classed like this. People could write about the prejudgments if any. We should learn to measure reality with what is real based on true testimonies not some bias mind control scheme made to support theories and stereotypes. To be continued.
I watched on TV today how many families are suffering in the Philippines as result of floods. Many have been evacuated and driven from their homes. However many are still standing and fighting through polluted waters that are filled with germs , bacteria and are causing man especially children to get sick. What can we do to help? Personally I don't have monetary donations but I can lead a hand inform those who can. As we know there are people suffering all over the world however in times like these we need to come together and lend a helping hand.
To find out how to donate click the link below for a list of organizations and charities looking for donations and volunteers. Please spread the word!!
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2009/09/27/manila-flooding-how-you-c_n_301203.html
I was laying in bed thinking about my life and my son and something told me to get up and share this.I entitled it why did he run away. I was thinking about my son and like a lot of other sons and daughters out there that have no Fathers in the home. I asked myself like I would guess many mothers would. "why did he run away?". And instantly my mind took me back to slavery and I know these words may be harsh but its truth. We "people of color, or negroes" were taught that we were not suppose to have family. We were taught to be servants nothing more or nothing less.
I am reminded of a conversation I had with an older gentlemen in Salt Lake City Utah. The gentlemen asked me why was I there (in Salt Lake City). I began to tell him I was there for flight attendant training and gave a little more information about myself and the experiences of being a single parent. The Gentlemen was a white man in his 70's. He then asked what were my goals in life. I told him I wanted to learn as much as i can about my people "African Americans". He then said "why, they were meant to be servants nothing more or nothing less". I was pissed I think my face turned red. He then went on to say how he was against segregation and how he didn't want his kids going to school with black kids because they were having sex, doing drugs and etc. Well he was originally from Texas, a military man.
I went on to tell him and the other gentlemen at the table my experiences as a teenager. I grew up in the eighties in Miami, Florida went to elementary school with nothing but black kids was introduced to white kids when our school went on field trips to other schools. And how I felt I was inferior. Once I entered what we called junior high that's when I made my first white friend saw kids smoking cigarettes, talking about sex (I mean actually talking about how they had sex, not lying about having sex, Like my friends and I were). I then said things like sex drugs and welfare have no respect of person. I told the man African Americans are not the only ones who struggle with those issues. It was happening like that in his day and its the same today. We became good friends after that day. It just amazed me that to know that someone actually thought black people or were meant to be servants.(I just want to point out after getting to know that Gentlemen, throughout my stay in Salt Lake City, he became one my closest friends we would have dinner together and he taught a lot about history, the wars, it was quite interesting.)
Sorry Back too Why He ran Away: Fathers and mothers were taken from there homes never to been seen again. To keep the black family broken. And this fear has been embedded in some of our subconscious minds to keep that unforeseen nightmare alive. So its not totally His fault ladies. There's many things that's still exist in our culture from slavery. Both positive and negative. Story telling, "Ebonics" just the African dialect from slavery, the broken English we speak because our ancestors were not allowed to speak their true languages from the African Cultures. However I say all of that to say this its a new day people. Change starts within and please know that the mental slavery that exist in "our people": When I say our people I am not speaking of the African American culture alone. I mean people who suffer from poverty, broken homes, mental abuse, mental oppression any behavior placed on a person to keep them down. Obama has proved it change is here. There is no need to run no matter what it looks like on the outside. We have the power to change every negative into a positive. We must forgive. Fear is powerful only if you let it control you. I want to take this time to thank those "acting fathers" in my son's life. The Teachers, Coaches, Principals, Mentors, Friends I thank you for taking up your brother's slack. United we stand people. Change isn't coming: ITS HERE!
The proportion of African Americans in the community does not equal those in political offices. Reason being many are not informed. I do believe that it is some people's job to ensure they aren't informed. I volunteer for a campaign here in Charlotte, NC the candidate I am volunteering for name is Anthony Foxx he is African American, he is from Charlotte he graduated from a predominantly African American high school here in Charlotte and he is running for mayor. When I go out in public I tell people vote for Anthony Foxx most times the response is "who?" many don't know who he is. Why is this I wonder? People just are not informed in certain communities nor do they take the time to research or many don't really want to hear unless they are interested in something I have to offer. I also find that many don't care and I am becoming one of those. I was promoting this bank here in Charlotte for a community reinvestment that a Warren Ballentine “the people's attorney” is sponsoring, hosting etc. Many people don't even know who the gentlemen promoting the community reinvestment which is so strange because this man is on the radio EVERYDAY right before the Al Sharpton show. Well the bank here in Charlotte which is African American owned used me. They interviewed me for a teller position basically told me I got the job but never followed up with me, but during the interview the Vice President told me she admired that I told her how I was spreading the word. She (the vice president) of the bank gave me her business cards, and some material to pass out for the community reinvestment. She just wanted me use me to get her name out there because her and her staff are afraid to go out into the community. Today I went in and closed my account and will no longer be promoting this bank for the reinvestment. I am really ready to give up. I hate that I moved to Tallahassee, those people there are hateful criminals who have made nothing but trouble for me. The same things they did to me there are happening here, my son is still being harassed I am being used and no one is doing anything about it but lying and saying they know nothing about it. They make me view the world in a different light and its not the world its them causing problems. Spreading lies and telling people “hey call Cristina she will do it for free and then you can make her look like a fool once you prosper from her work. Sad thing is a guy that worked for the IT company warned me they would do this to me but he won't tell the police the truth, out of fear they will do the same things to him and his family, so he is helping them make me look like the crazy person.
Conspiracy Theories: This is my response to a question my Ethics Professor asks after I posted the response above to another student.
She asked our comments and thoughts regarding the "crack down" where President Bush's penalty for possession of one crack rock was automatic 10 years incarceration. When during the 1980's in the Reagan "era" crack rock was introduced to the streets and became a nation wide epidemic portraying a negative image for African Americans who most affected by this drug. This came about during a time where African Americans were trying to make a change in the right direction, Mayor Marion Barry had created thousands of jobs and started cleaning up neighborhoods in D.C. which created change in other major cities across the nation. Then crack cocaine hit the streets, crime rates increased, babies were born addicted to narcotic, again affecting the African American community nationwide. Many "drug dealers" help to destroy neighborhoods by selling and distributing the product to African Americans and manipulating youth with flashy clothes and cars also help build certain communities by donating to churches and creating youth organizations and sponsoring community events. These were the same behaviors and mindset this country was built upon. Though the crack epidemic destroyed lots of communities it also demonstrated and proves that African Americans had intellect and wasn't going to allow the drug to completely wipe out the African American communities. So the government had to step and created penalties such as President's Bush "crack down". They indirectly tell the African American community "we going to destroy you one way or the other" and why?
In the case with Marion Barry it was about conspiracy, finding a weakness, Mandie, believe it or not there are people whose job it is to observe one who may pose a threat. Marion Barry posed a threat to certain people in the government he was, just like Martin Luther King and many other leaders before him giving the African American Communities hope, providing opportunities and empowering, this is too much. Therefore, someone had to find away to bring him down. Thus tainting his "image" however it didn't matter to the African American community because those who understood still chose to elect him again. Why? Because he could relate to the struggles of the African American community.
My personal worldview would be comparable to the deep ecology worldview. I believe that all life forms have a purpose and should be respected. We need trees and plants they provide oxygen, the flowers make our planet beautiful, fish, fruits and vegetables provide our nourishment. Therefore we should learn to preserve these resources and not destroy them for personal gain. Poverty would be minimal and possibly cease to exist if we all embraced or accepted similar viewpoints such as those principles of the deep ecology worldview. War would not exist because we would value our lives and the lives of others. Would not be afraid of one another and wouldn't be so quick to judge another based on stereotypes.Violence is not the answer is what we are taught, yet our country goes to war over oil, religion and revenue. Then sell guns and import drugs to be distributed in certain parts of the world to keep people at war within their countries, cities and communities. Feed the hungry children in a country that once was known for its riches and natural resources. But since we live in a world where specific groups of people feel that programming individuals into believing that certain nations have to depend on others for food, clothes and other resources. However if we paid attention to the labels on some of the items we purchased in stores; we'd see that many of these items are made in those "poverty stricken" countries. We would then ask ourselves, why can't they feed themselves? Why is the poverty rate so high when, we, a nation of riches import goods from this place. Then considering the price you paid for the item you purchased, made in the "poverty stricken" country, one has no choice but to wonder where is the money going. This is an example of the western worldview from my perspective. A viewpoint in which the rich stay rich while ensuring the poor remain poor.
There are many countries that once were known for their natural resources and in many cases are not as bad off as our media makes it seems. When the objective is to create an illusion many things that are realistic are omitted for the report. Now Cuba for instance, why is it American planes only fly there from certain parts of the country; I think at one time the only way to get to Cuba was flying out of Mexico. Then during the Bush administration's hunt for Bin Laden he got side tracked and decided to go after Saddam Hussien who was guilty of what? Distributing goods through out the country as he felt best met the needs of it's citizens. Some may call this Communism but think about it when a country such as the United States can control the goods imported into this country, we limit the goods by placing taxes embargoes and anything we can to make it harder for Cuba but make it easier for the powers that be to get richer. Their Leader has no choice but to seem like a communist but what about positive things he has done such as grant asylum to an American refugee who was falsely imprisoned in the United States.
Failure is not an option.
Why is that we pay so much attention to which country is the richest, smartest or has the most updated technological resources? To me making material things, such as money and technology the driving force behind a country those countries results in higher waste and overcrowding statistics. Seems as if its a game of competition to see which country can come out on top, whose going to be the richest while we see others in need of our help. Yet we fund wars to help destroy those countries, we cut very important budgets such as education and healthcare then produce commercials saying go green, recycle and save the planet. Meanwhile our homeless, dropout and inadequate healthcare rates are skyrocketing. This doesn't seem to make to make a difference to those policy makers and the powers that be because those numbers have no direct affect on them. So in order to keep it that way the policy makers and powers that be create illusions telling people to send money and help us help them. For as long as we have been "helping" other countries one would think by now there would be results and changes made. However I am still seeing that things remain the same in continents like Africa as they were back in the eighties when the nation was promoting "USA for Africa". The criteria for a healthy environment is simple, stop creating illusions to distract the people and actually do what you say you will in order to help and lets starting seeing effective changes being made. It's just that simple.
I believe if we all took the time to pay attention to the products we buy and try just as hard not to waste, the world would be a cleaner place. However its take more than cleaning up the surface to make the world a better place. We all need to do some cleaning on the inside, cleaning our thought processes, instead of focusing on issues in other nations perhaps we should clean our house. We have children and families living in poverty right here in the United States , yet we show infomercial asking American Citizens to send money to feed other nations. Are those nations showing commercials on targeted networks asking their citizens to send money to feed our hungry children? I don't think so because the "powers that be" here in the USA have a reputation to uphold. They would never ask for handouts instead they'd rather brainwash individuals into believing these nations are so dependent upon the United States.
I also believe that if the world is a place of growth and with growth there must be change. I have no issues with budget cuts but education and healthcare should be at the bottom of the list. Cutting school bus routes just makes it harder for some kids to get to school which in some cases this may be the intent. Emailing bills just makes it easier for the powers that be to monitor whose doing what. They just make it look good on paper as with all other things. We need to focus on adding to the educational and healthcare budgets. Companies should find ways to get there employees to work for example providing a shuttle service just like schools provide for students. But then who would get to see Johnny driving his new BMW because America is all about image. We cut budgets for education and healthcare but yet we can send billions of dollars to fund a war that we have no idea why we are still fighting it.
Failure is not an Option
After reading up on murders of children that happened in the past two weeks alone, I am wondering how can we change this. I got several Tweets and updates from Kandi former member of the female singing group Escape. Her family has been hit with a tragedy that may have been intentional not to mention she is also remembering her brother who she lost in high school.
I got a call this morning from Phillip O'Barry Academy just as I was leaving to take my son to school and the other end the recording said "hi parents we are calling to inform you of a death of one our students" this young man died Friday 10/2/2009 due to complications from an enlarged heart, he was on the wrestling team and an honor student. My, I send his parents my condolences.
What can we do? Just recently a man was charged right here in North Carolina for kidnapping and molesting his two adopted daughters one of which was pregnant. What can we do people? Our community needs attention, our children are crying out for our affection. Then almost two weeks ago a pregnant fifteen year old was shot and killed at the bus stop waiting to go to school. Now she is gone her child left with no mother. People we got to make some major adjustments.
I think about the mother of the Chicago honor student, Kevin Miller, who was beaten and killed by four other teens and we still don't know or understand the motive. Why are our children so angry? Then just yesterday a 13 year old was shot and killed at a car wash in Queens, NY. He was also a honor student, he was in the wrong place at the wrong time and now he is gone, another statistic that won't make to see 25. What can we do people? As parents, friends, teachers, mentors. We have to find a solution. We are losing our children at alarming rates, and the world just continues to move as if there is nothing wrong. Our current condition needs serious recognition.
In God We Trust! Bring him back into our schools. Allow our children to pray. Teach our children to befriend one another, teach our children to look out for one another. Change starts from within our children micmic what they see on TV, hear on the radio and what they learn at home and in school. We have the power to change this people. I challenge you all to promote positive change! Starting today!!
Click the links below to follow some of the stories on the killings I mentioned;
http://globalgrind.com/content/1041313/UPDATE-Kevins-Family-Needs-Our-Support-For-His-Funeral/
http://hellobeautiful.com/your-world/exclusive-kandi-speaks-on-death-of-fiance-aj/
http://globalgrind.com/content/1034001/Minister-Farrakhan-On-Derrion-quotA-Special-Young-Manquot/
http://globalgrind.com/content/1022209/LITTLEMISSDIVASWORLD-Chicago-Teen-Derrion-Albert/
http://globalgrind.com/content/1035225/He-Has-A-Name-KevinMiller-13-Year-Old-Shot-In-Head/
Minorities go to school for an education while white men go to school to become stalkers. Yes they are the original abusers and misusers. Let me tell you about my experience. I remember as a young child my grandmother was a single woman I would spend some nights at her house during the week and on the weekend and every morning some white man would call her house phone I think he was trying to keep track of her. My mother worked for an engineering company she was married to my Dad but this white man she worked with had an obsession for her. He was married but that didn't matter he set up to have his wife murdered in hopes that my mother would leave my father for him. This all took place in Florida. See the pattern forming here? Let me tell about my experience. I didn't start going to school with white kids until around 7th grade. They seemed to be pretty cool many of the white girls wanted to be friends with black girls but their dads forbade it. Why? I dunno when they admired them so. But that's their secret they put up facades, they are the King of facades. Let's fast forward to my most recent experiences and how they stalk and use others to keep up with me. I go work for this company the owner of the company became my first stalker then all the rest of the white men starting helping him out. They misuse and hid behind the women in the company we are not the one's that cause drama people I want you to know this. Something is definitely wrong with the MEN in Florida people and the women are so insecure that fall for anything. However I want you to know that white men have a thing for black women and they will lie on us telling their friends that we have a things for them. I am going to throw up just thinking about it. (gag) They are childish, conniving, vindictive, manipulators who can not be trusted. Back to the owner developer of the first company I worked for in Tallahassee, Fl. After leaving the company because I was on the verge obtaining a gun permit and ending a few lives. This man threatened me told me I was going to have problems for some strange reason I think he thought I feared white men, because the can cause problems in you life if you allow them. Man I told him "brang it" you dunno who you messing with. he would tell me from time to time how much a bad, stupid, and dirty old man man he was some how he thought I was reading between the lines. This is why I left your company stupid! I must say this I did mention before this man is intimidated by black men so he made sure he set my mother's fiance up and have him arrested before playing his games. His is still in jail to this date and no one knows the charges, yet he sends people to our house to try to persuade my mother into spending money we don't have to get him out of jail he has been in jail for almost 3 years the equivalent to my time spent in Tallahassee. Well my mother went to work for his wife taking care of his mother in law. His wife would tell mother how he couldn't sleep at night because he was so worried about whether or not I had a job. I told my mom he is so worried because once I get a job he goes out of his way to manipulate people into thinking I am a bad person and then use them to harass me. She said oh really. She then sat back and out on her observation cap. When he wife would go out of town and my mom would come to work at his house caring for the mother in law he would have the lady that she was relieving to stick around for a while to talk to my mom while he sat in a near by room eaves dropping on their conversations she would talk about her daughter, trying to engage my mother into talking about me so he'd know my whereabouts. Then when the (informant) got ready to leave he would walk out with her and leave too this was to make his neighbors think he was having a good time with my mother and the informant two black women. When I worked with him he would talk about how black women would throw themselves at him and I was almost throw up looking at him like " you really think I believe that?" The only people that believed his lies were the people he had working for him and the ones he manipulated oh yea and he believe his own lies obviously. To be continued... I got to take a break but Imma tell you how the white men at my son's school in Tallahassee used my son as a tool to keep track of me and now the principal at his school now is doing the same thing. Also I will tell you how the guys at an IT company used the computer to keep track of me Guess what they all have in common. They are white.
So on to the IT company seems they were watching my computer before I even applied for the job is my theory. But because of the connections in Tallahassee and the Owner Developer of the real estate's company obsession to keep track of me he either had them hire me so that he could follow me or one of the other stalkers in his company did. Well this company as you hacked my myspace, hacked my yahoo instant messaging account, then use my old friends to get information about that they would then use later to try to make me go crazy or to have me come running back to them like ignorant fool. Just want to say this when you work for a company of normal people then go work for a company like Inspired Technologies or Century 21 First Realty Tallahassee that are full of nasty perverted white men you know when to walk out and look for something better and NEVER turn back. They are the only one who think that their companies are the only companies that exist in the US, give me a freaking break you educated idiots. Something tells me these men were friends with Jeb and George Bush when they were in office. Just by the blatant racism against black men and the obsession with black women and the tendency to manipulate their wives and girlfriends. They are smart in their own minds.
I am a big fan of keeping up with the Kardashians. Tonight's episode struck me in so many ways. Khloe was having issues with her weight and of course the jealous and envious people who have nothing to do but hide behind their insults on the internet, said some pretty hurtful things in a blog. Well Khloe received a call from PETA to do an nude ad protesting fur. Khloe was a bit apprehensive about doing the ad because she was having weight issues. So sad that in this world we live in "we compare ourselves amongst ourselves". Which keeps us always trying to fit into a standard. Well at least what society considers "the standard" Khloe is always being compare to her sisters Kim and Kourtney which is so not fair because each of them are beautiful in their own way.So Khloe goes and speaks with Bruce Jenner her stepfather. Seeking advice when she told him about the ad. He responded by saying "that's good but don't you think you should lose a few pounds". Typical thing for a rich insensitive white man to say. Then they wonder why their wives seeks attention else where . I will tell you why, some of you with money think that you can speak to people any way no matter who it i: family, the fake friends you have and the slaves you hire to work for you. But instead of congradulating her, he insulted her. Then he went on to say after she had explained to him how she was offended by his comment. He said "is that why you wear black", Khloe's response was "I am wearing black because I am depressed." Say What!!!!See people where did we get this misconception that the color black represents oppression, depression and sadness. Our country's colors are red, white and blue. Now lets break that down red well that represents the blood that was shed to create "one nation under God" but whose blood was it? Who was that actually fought. Hmmm? Then there's white (well we all know what that suppose to represent) pure, cleanliness and honesty (mhmmm) and then there's blue. Blue represents the actual things this country was founded on (the pain, the deceit, the lies and the trickery) the trickery bestowed upon the enslaved. When I speak of the enslaved I must make it clear I am not speaking only of black people. (The fungus has spread) To me the color blue represents the oppression, sadness, and fear. People black represents change. Things to come that we all struggled and worked so hard for. When I say "we" I mean those who understand what it means to fight the good fight and stay strong.So people get it out of your minds that black is a color of depression and oppression. It is time for change. Trust me everybody can't be saved. But those of you who can. Let's make it happen. "Animal conditioning to keep me as your slave! I get out!" Thanks Lauryn.
Now if you have been reading my other blogs you will know that in the past three years I have come across some jealous and deceitful individuals who came together and conspired to bring me down by any means necessary . Who for no apparent reason hated me and they, if asked, could not give a valid reason why. They didn't and still don't know me. They'd probably say something like she was always smiling, often complimented others, seems very passionate and caring when it came to others. However since I was not miserable, serious and and never cracked a smile like them something had to be wrong with me. I, whose older and have more experience in the world than these sheltered, insecure, idle-minded beings who have no purpose. But since they came from what they considered educated backgrounds and had recently graduated college that automatically gave them a place above those who aren't college graduates. ( The statement I just made is a theory based on observation).While working with these people they would watch my computer and what ever I'd do so closely that they tried to duplicate it. The women started dressing like me, some would ask where I shopped and go out buy an outfit identical to mine and wear it to work the next day and say "I am sure yours is smaller"... I'd stand there with a look of confusion on my face like, how do I respond to that. But yet they claimed I was weird. I wasn't concerned with where anybody shopped, what they did during, before and after work, nor was I concerned with who they were doing it with. Then men would call me desk and when I answered the phone they'd say things like " hey, babe"...Or they'd have people call my desk for them just so I'd would have a reason to come and speak to them. And again I say, I was suppose to be the crazy one?They annoyed me so I had not other choice but to quit. Telling management didn't work because manage was controlling the employees having them do things to me just so I would come and speak to him.Well, while being scrutinized by the "normal" educated folk in Tallahassee. They discovered I have a sincere and passionate love for my family and friends. And because they are so smart they concluded that these people must be the root of my happiness. For they could not understand why I didn't take things are serious, stayed relaxed and never let them get to me. While their thought processes, insensitive values and empty morals help create their world of meaningless facts and demented intentions. So they sought out to divide and conquer (the same plan used to build this country), with that being said I am sure we all can conclude what type of people I was dealing with here. I like to call them "habitual line-crossers without a purpose". After having my neighbors watch me, calling my house to verify whether I was home or not, following me when I'd leave my home, sending people to my home, creating false advertisements on careerbuilder, facebook, radio commercials etc. When none of those attempts worked they took it a step farther. They tried to divide my family and separated me from the majority of my friends believe it not that had people close to me assisting them in their conspiracy.Lets start with friends. Because the "normal" educated people tapped my phone lines through websites or their connections at the telephone company and they'd watched and hacked my myspace. They began watching the friends I spoke to most, learning their likes, dislikes and weaknesses and began to blackmail their for information and control. They would have my friends call me "to catch up" on things they were going through with jobs, their children or relationships. The ironic catch to this was they were going through the same things I was going through. First it was good things like my son's god mother and her friend were taking a trip to Vegas sponsored by a friend of her friend. I really didn't get into to many details because I didn't care how they were going I was excited for my friend. Glad she was taking a trip and getting out of town. Not aware that this trip was a bonus trip in return the god mother's friend was to provide information about all of my past friends, classmates and family members because she worked for an agency that gave her access to people personal information. And she did it. With her dumb ass. Forgive me for name calling but stupid is as stupid does and what better word than "ass" to describe her and her actions.Needless to say the Dumb Ass didn't know enough about me so all of her information came from the Mouth of the South I will tell anybody's business cause my thought process had a handicap sticker embedded in it, I am speaking of my son's "former" god mother. As I prepared myself mentally for whatever comes my way I reflected on conversations I had with my ex boss prior to leaving his company. The boss I speak of here is the one I describe in The MindSet of a Modern Day Slave Driver. And how he would tell me how he spent years studying people, then watching how he took advantage of employees and so many others, then recalling him telling me how "if I left his company how much trouble I was going to have. I guess I was suppose to be shaking in my boots. I knew this man was a coward, I observe this on many occasions seeing how he'd do wrong and then nervously come back to his office and hide, ignoring all phone calls. However he thought I was so dumb that I would not know when all the drama was coming from. I'd never been threaten by a boss, never had co worker indirectly make passes at me. Then listening to the stories the women that worked directly with (the African American) ones. I was totally baffled that they didn't understand where their problems came from. None of them had good relationships with their families why because this asshole felt they belong to him and cause problems when they tried to have positive relationships. I wasn't about to let this man come and take away people who took care of me all of my life because he is a psychotic, deranged tyrant who has issues maintaining boss subordinate relationships.One of the girls who worked closely with him told me how she had to her hair cut short because the person that braided it last did such a poor job she couldn't comb out the tangles when she took the braids out. I sat there looking at her in amazement like and you don't know who is responsible for that. I remember the words coming out of his mouth saying "I'm stupid I cause problems between people because I take things to the extreme". Doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure that one out. But back to how my friends and some family became foes.I pause for a few days while writing this and during this time I discovered another "untruth". This just makes me sick to my stomach apparently when it comes to truth the people seek to find the opposite. Something tells me these particular lies came from the man who ran. The man who his responsibility in the "care of" (fill in the blank). The same man who got upset because I refused to allow him to do to me what he's done in the past. The same man who denies the son that he knows he help created. But instead of facing truth and "manning up" he decided to search in my past for lies in order to break me. The world is filled with insecure men. Well somewhere during his quest for lies I am lead to believe that some chic told him she kiss me, or I had a threesome I dunno but based or the texts messages, the visitors and the "skits" performed by the neighbors. Like I say this could be a number of people I make "friends" with anyone. However I've only kissed boys (he included) and now that a man has chosen me. All the little boys are running scared like lost, sick mutts.This same man who when I told him I was carrying his child responded by saying "get an abortion, I will pay you back when you give me a receipt" I was 18 years old at that time. Then called my Grandmother's house when I was about 6 months pregnant and told her "he had plans for his life that did not involve me and that he never wanted to see my child". I granted him that however after working with the meddling "Boss", Modern Day Slave Driver almost 12 years later I contacted him. This man (my son's father) flew to the city where I lived, he told me he was coming to discuss how we were going to handle our "situation" and once I did not want to sleep with him he told me I was going to have problems and this is what he did.He threatened to have my son taken from me. Why? when he wanted nothing to do with him and I was not trying to fight him. I just wanted him to know he had a son and move on. But why would he go to that extreme. I wasn't intimidated as he figured I would be. So he then faked the paternity test, that he requested he and my son take. I have the fake results to prove it. When I didn't fight him for that he started sending text messages calling me bitches and hoes etc. When I didn't respond to that he got a fake profile on myspace then he teamed up with the white men and they set out to bring me down with the help of many of my friends and family members.
The differences in placing individuals in groups and placing stereotypes on group is this; people can be grouped together based on similarities. Say for instance, in a work setting there are several individuals who have similar credentials those people may be placed in a group according to those skills because they could work together to accomplish goals pertaining to their credentials and skills. Stereotyping is when judgment is place on groups of people based on their skin color, rumors regarding their race, religion, gender, education etc. Stereotypes are the result of ignorance.
I can use my personal experiences an example. Because I am an African American, single mother I am a victim of stereotypical judgments daily. When I lived in Tallahassee, Fl and because the majority of the educated men had no social experience they were/are easily persuaded by stereotypes and by their actions they believe all stereotypes to be true until proven otherwise. Even after proven them wrong I was still subject to judgement and ridiculed because they were/are to stubborn to admit they were wrong. So instead they chose to test me according to those stereotypes. To see if I stole the place in situations, they asked for rides to check my driving skills, then after knowing that I can drive a standard shift they became even more intimidated, after saying I could speak another language the hid behind instant messages using people to test me. They, out of our fear I'd see through them, used other people to communicate with me thinking I was too dumb to understand or comprehend Standard English. The "They" I speak is a group of men that I work for and with, one of the companies was an IT company management went above and beyond playing silly mind games to let me know they were watching my computer.
I recall one day I was cleaning out a bowl on my desk, I had a fish and a plant in the bowl and it started to smell from the algae that had grown on the plant. In the process of transferring the fish into another bowl some other water spilled on the floor and on my pant leg. I didn't pay attention to my pant leg because I wanted to make sure I cleaned the spill up to keep the office from stinking. Well I cleaned up the spill, cleaned out the bowl and placed the fish and plant into the clean jar fill with clean water. I got distracted completely forgetting about my pant leg and went into one of the ladies in this company office she must have smell the stinky scent on my pant leg cause she looked at me funny I still hadn't given it a second thought. I walked out her office and she immediately closed the door behind me. Still unaware, I think I went into the kitchen (breakroom), I warmed up my lunch and went to my desk and I smelled my stinky pant leg immediately and I thought back at how the woman looked at me and laughed realizing she was thinking I had a hygiene issue. I went and washed the bottom of my pant leg still laughing at how the woman looked at me. When I returned the office the CFO and another male employee were in her office and wanted to talk to me. Because of all the games they had been palying daily, I instantly knew what was about to go down so I went in with a smile on my face. They CFO closed the door behind me. This is where it gets good they started sniffing and acting like they wanted to show me some new things on the computer. Then started saying it stinks then the two men started blaming one another. I just smirked softly to myself knowing they didn't smell what they expected to because I had just cleaned my pant leg. So out of embarrassment I presume the lady opens her office door and says "it smells like a brothel in here". I went back to my seat. Took a moment then went back to her office and said "are you trying to say I smell like a whore". She responded with "you had to take a moment to think about that one huh?" then acted as if it never happened. I took a moment again because I knew had I retaliated I was going to be out numbered they were not on my side and it was blatantly clear. So I let that go and came in the next day thinking its a new day. This same woman walked by my desk saying things like her daughter and son slept in bed together and he's wet the bed at night and they'd both reek of urine. The she said or sometimes her son would wet around the bottom of the toilet and their pants would get wet and reek of urine. She was saying this loud the office is small so she intended for certain people to hear. It didn't stop their here comes the COO pretending to have spilt coffee on his shirt and he was wanting to borrow the heater under my desk. I said yes slid my chair back to allow him access to the heater he reached down making sure he got a good whiff of my scent as he came back up. He was disappointed as well he brought the heater right back. This is where the story gets good so I am sitting at my desk and I get an IM from the HR manager asking me to come help him with something in his office. So I go to see what he was in need of; he was putting a board up in his office and wanted to know if I'd hold it in place while he measured for the holes to drill or hammer. I held the board and while I was holding it up he was sniffing me. I turned to him and looked at him in a look of shock and confusion. Saying to myself these idiots don't know when to stop.
They didn't stop they played game after game after game until I quit the company and then they still continued to harass me.Who would I complain to, there was no effective sexual harassment policy, I reported their actions to the police and more and still no resolution. They felt because I am African American, a single mother I am suppose to be dependent upon them for everything. I worked for this company eight months of my thirty-three years why didn't somebody notice that I was getting along just fine prior to working for their company. I moved to this city to be closer to my grandmother not to be stalked and harassed by ignorant freaks.
Terrorism and cyber crimes in the US have become an increasingly serious concern. With so many individuals having access to the internet and with instructions and recipes for mass destruction being accessible with just a click of a mouse cyber crimes occur daily and many go unsolved because they aren’t being reported. In many instances many individuals don’t realize that have been victimized until long after the crime has been committed. The Patriotic Act in the Fourth Amendment is designed to protect individuals suspected of potential acts of terrorism from illegal search and seizures by law enforcement agencies and government officials.
After the terrorist attacks on 9/11 the National Security Administration authorized random bag and luggage checks in airports with in the United States. Many of the random checks came about if a person paid cash for the ticket, looked at if he/she may have been of Middle Eastern decent or if the traveler’s ticket was one way. Does the fourth amendment protect these individuals? Or is the Patriotic Act set up to protect government officials as a method of C.Y.A. (covering the grounds) when conducting these search and seizures on specific individuals because they fit in the category of terrorists painted by the media. The patriotic act and these cyber crimes is just another way to protect the real terrorists, the United States government, we need protection from our own not those on the outside.
I was employed with an Information Technology company in Tallahassee, Fl they advertised the company was in need of a person with a good phone voice to help around the office, pay $10 hr. I applied, interviewed and got the job. Well the first day of work the person who was training me came with a paper saying they were only going to pay me $8 hr. Then after the first week I noticed the management (the CEO, COO, CFO and other men) beginning to play games and those same men were trying to send indirect signals letting me know they were watching what I did on the computer. Well I worked there for months while they watched who I spoke to on IM, hacked my social network accounts and begin to spread lies to all of friends on those networks using my account. The hacked my instant message accounts and would be talking to me friends while I was off line and doing to say to me using their accounts. Once the harassment because unbearable and I had no one to complain to because of course there was no effective sexual harassment policy the harassment was coming from management and the Human Resources “department”, I quit the company. Only to have them hack my computer at home, crank call my house after getting my credit report, conduct unauthorized background checks, follow me via computer on other jobs, use their connections to have their affiliates hired me only to take advantage of me while others mimicked my work ethic.
I reported this company to the local police there was no investigation, these people continue to stalk me and harass my son, my mother and other members of my family the manipulated, deceived, and bribed people for information about me. Something has to be done because I know for certain I am not the only person this has happened to. I am just one of the few who was able to detect it and share it with the world. This is the company that is committing cyber criminal activity daily and getting away with it. http://www.inspired-tech.net/
Hello people I am new to this social network. However I am no stranger to the issues our people face and I would like to share some of my story. I was brought up in Miami, Fl. My mother, father and grandmother raised me. I was always told I would be someone special. See as a child I developed an ability to see signs, determine others mood, emotions just by observing them and I always said what I felt. Well almost three years ago I moved to a college town. A town filled with brain washed and controlled minds. I felt like a stranger in my home state. See I went to work for the real estate company upon moving there and that's why my life took a very interesting turn. When I was originally hired with the company my job was to answer phones, send emails, set up appointment etc. basic office duties. The area where I work was in the back of the office a place where you couldn't really see what was going on. I'd notice as days go by some of the realtors would come in the area just to check out the new girl, me. They'd act like they needed to see one of the other girls in the office and quickly stare over at me. I was like Hi because I am just a nice person not knowing these ladies were checking me out as if I was competition. I had no idea what I was competing for at the time and honestly I didn't care. I am a single mother trying to take care of my child and these people obviously had nothing else to do with their time because they chose to invest a lot of it in me. You will discover this as you continue to read. Well as time past and I started to make a name for myself in the office I was offered a promotion. I need to mention this, the man who owned this company is white. This is an important factor. I am saying this because once I got my "promotion". I began to learn that this white man was a modern day slave driver who treats black women like whores, and he tried to keep the ones that worked for him at each others throats. I for one wasn't trying to go along with the plan because I was there to work not become a concubine. Well I made friends, so I thought, with one black man who worked for the company. I should have known that there was something wrong with this gentlemen, one day I over heard the General Manager calling him stupid and telling him was a dumb Realtor. Other black and white women in the company began to open up to me telling me how the GM would tell them to go find another job because two reasons they weren't attractive enough for him or they weren't trying to go along with their plan. So I became concerned. Well let me give you a short story about a experience I had with the GM of this company. Shortly after I began working for the company my 30th birthday came and the girl who was my acting manager in the office took me out for drinks. She started slapping me on the behind during the night and the would say"oh sorry I must be drunk" the once we left the bar and were returning to her house so that I can go home she called the GM who was and still is her boyfriend. She was inviting him over and asking me to stay to partake in a sexual experience I had no interest in. I went home and thought nothing of it. I wrote it off as maybe she was drunk and hey it will be over tomorrow. But no that's when it all began. Once I got the promotion I was to sit out in the new "subdivision" that was once was a trailer park. The owner developer knocked down the trailer homes and replaced them with cheap module homes. Then had a few of his rich friends make purchases on the homes as a favor to him. They in turn used me to rent them to poor black families, over charge them to repay them for their investment. I was new to the business at that time. I saw the signs but I really wanted to give this slaver diver the benefit of the doubt. Trust me it was not easy. My first time meeting the slave driver he took me for a ride in his TAHOE. The very first thing he did was press the ONSTAR button this was to impress the lil black girl who knows nothing. At least he assumed I knew nothing. See when I applied for the job I lived in a small town in Georgia located about 45 minutes from the town I worked in. So me sending them a resume with the experience that mine had, that was unusual. In their eyes it had to be impossible. How could some one live in a small town with this much knowledge and experience? Instead of asking the question they assumed from the beginning I was a liar and obviously they thought I was naive. Well the Owner/Developer/Slave driver drove me around this neighborhood filled with poorly constructed homes, dilapidated buildings, no landscaping and poor curb appeal. He owns over 145 homes in this neighborhood which is pro-dominantly black and he called himself "the king of the hood". He had a shack of a building that was suppose to be the property management company ran by his head concubine. Not to mention this man is married with adult children and grandchildren. She the HCIC (the head concubine in charge) takes the rent from the people (black people) living in these homes fit for animals and in turn pays his "the king's" mortgage, car payments, credit cards etc. The moment one of the tenants can not afford to pay on time they are put out on the street and the next victim moves in and the vicious cycle continues. She sees nothing wrong with what she is doing because he keeps her "taken care of". She is not allowed to be in a real relationship unless he approves. I know this because this is what he said to me and when I asked about it later it was suppose to have been a joke. Now back to me. I would work Mon-Sun never was paid overtime. But once I rented the homes I was given Bonuses which was funny to me because I was not a license Realtor. I have never been a license Realtor yet I was drawing up contracts basically used as eye candy to attract the potential victims. The bonuses were a set up. A set up for what was to come had I went along with "the king's" plan. He would have me "hang out" with his head girl wanting me to "learn this business" and in return I teach her how to be like me. She had little style, very bad acne and low self esteem. He took full advantage of her preying on the weaknesses of others in order to gain control. I just couldn't see myself building a career with this company after experiencing the things that I began to experience. The company put up a nice facade for those who aren't able to think past their rhetoric. I thought that investing in a home would be a good idea so I decided to ask an Aunt to try and purchase some homes and maybe I'd help out with managing the properties or live in to assist in helping her pay. I'd rather give my money to family than to help a man whose main goal is to see my people suffer. She decided to come up and check it out. This experience help me learn what I needed to know about this man and I also learn quite a bit about my aunt. When my aunts came up he began to brainwash them with his plans for me. Telling them how he wanted me to own homes and be the spokes person for some fictitious subdivision that has been in the making since I met the man. Construction, I presume, is still underway. My aunts thought this mans plans for me would some how benefit me. I then knew that I had to leave. I needed my aunts to understand whatever plans I am going through with would be the plans I have for myself. Not something some control freak, slave-driver has for me. But it was too late they were already under his control. I need to take another step backward. The reason I asked this aunt to invest in homes is one because she had what I thought was a successful limo company. I also felt that if any of the family or friends of the family were sending kids to this town for school they would have a place to live. I was thinking this would be an investment that many black families aren't taking advantage of. Well let me tell you the outcome of that. She invested after I told her not to go through with it. In the meeting she had with him he advised her that he must have total control. Meaning control over the property she was investing in and total control over who lives in it. Well my aunts provided him with the opportunity of a life time and he took full advantage. Like I stated my aunt did own a limo company in Miami, Fl. This man, the slave driver, began to watch her observing her thought process then he started sending people her way. Eventually she stopped getting business. Why? The slaver driver was helping her competitors. He wanted to bring her down and he knew how and he did just that. She ended up losing the business, the houses she invested in and her credit went down the drain all because he had to have control. Control in order to divide and conquer. My aunt will become a key character because after he took everything she had he then used her to help him try to bring me down. He tapped my house phone, checked my text messages, sent informants to my house to check my every move. Many of these informants worked in his company. He even had the black guy pretend that he was getting a job with another company. All because he, the king, was jealous that I trusted this man over him. He wanted me in his presence every possible moment he could have me. He didn't want me attending to my son. He'd go crazy if I wanted to leave and go home after I had been in the office from 8-5:30. I was getting physically sick of seeing this man everyday. I would cry. I wanted to find another job so bad. While working there he send signs to show me who he really was and how much he hated blacks. He would send me to pick up"forms" from a man who I could never contact by phone and he would leave nasty message like. "What is wrong with you people?" "How many time do I have to tell you people?" My reaction was say what? I knew it was time for me to get out of there cause I was eventually gonna go to jail for slapping, spitting on, or kicking this old man's ass. He didn't have a clue. Well I did find another job. He had set that job up it was in fact with another real estate company in the town. A company of individuals who he'd trained to play a game with me. The whole while I worked for the company he'd have another young lady, a Realtor, come by the new office where I worked she would call me, ask me to email her, she'd email me basically trying to get me fired. She would ask me to go to lunch just to keep track of what I was doing. She would go back and report every move I made from the clothes I wore to the perfume I had on. For some reason they really thought I wanted to take over the real estate industry. When all I wanted to do was take care of my son. They saw something in my that intimidated them. He was intimidated by the fact that I really didn't give a care about him. I was just doing what he was doing to every one else. Selling them dreams. Needless to say that job didn't last long. I remember like it was yesterday it was Easter time 2007. I was preparing to go visit my sister. I had advised the lady that hired me at the new real estate company that I wasn't going to be in and I told her why. Well needless to say things started happening that week basically more set ups. This one Bitch excuse my french she was a former lawyer and the bosses daughter in law she was one of the Realtors I work with putting her listings on the market. Well she and I set out to go and view a home that was suppose to be going on the market. Well me being the Diva that I am I was looking fly too fly for this piece of a building we were viewing I had on some cute sandals that matched my white pants and yellow shirt. Well when I got out of her "Volvo" there was dirt every where I was pissed. Then the house it was a recovering burned house. Sort of like a recovering crack house. There were boards and things all over the rooms were incomplete the place was a wreck. I was falling all over the place messing up my white pants and getting dust on my fly sandals. While miss prissy priss played professional Realtor. All the while critiquing me to go back and tell my stupivisor who was planning her hillbilly wedding. So we get back to the office just in time for Judas the bitch Realtor to go and make her report to the young stupivisor. I knew then I wasn't going to have a job when I returned from my trip. But I was like, okay I will deal with that when I get back. I was going to visit my family regardless of what these slave co-conspirers felt. I was not under their control please believe it and that's why I had so many problems. Well I went to visit my sister and in when I return to work that Tuesday morning. Like I said I got the call to me desk. "Hello can you come to my office?" Sure, Whats going on?" I asked as if I was oblivious. Not to mention the Bitch hadn't arrive yet but she called me just before I got that call and asked if I would fax some thing. I really don't remember what it was all I know is I didn't do it. All because I knew what time it was. I was preparing for my performance. So I walked into the office (lights, camera, action) there sat the stupivisor and the lady that hired me the one who I advised that I was going to take my trip. To make a long story short "it just wasn't working out" those were her exact words. So I started, tear one fell down my face as my voice trembled "what did I ddddooo wrong?" While on the inside I was like "kiss my ass please!". However I am so good I couldn't let them know I was on to them so I walked out and said "fine". Went and gathered my things hugged one of the players they thought I trusted. She was like "it's gonna be ok!". I was like "bitch I know", instead I just wipe my fake tear and said "I surely hope so". Then I walk to my car and made the call. Just as he suspected I would. I called the slave driver. See he had no earthly idea how I felt about him. Nor did he know that I knew he was setting up all these games around town for me. So I called him balling and screaming. "Oh my God they fired me!" "Massa what is I gonna do? Just like the good nigga he thought I was. He responded sounding surprised "no I can't believe it, just stop by my office and we can discuss it". So I did as he asked I really wanted to see the look on his face. Just wanted to know just how stupid he thought I was. I walked in and the man had tears in his eyes. Now were those tears, tears of guilt for what he had done? Or was those tears of concern for the wrong I had just experienced? We all know the answer to that equation. This slave driver had been playing the game for a long time. The key word in that sentence is playing. Playing professional, playing Kingpin, playing with the minds of his followers and all the while earning the reputation of a "Good Man". Why? He knows how to manipulates minds, know how to condition the weak to gain control. Control over the finances, control over their families, and teaching them to recruit others so that his army will grow. He knows how to make his nasty opinions about blacks he enslave facts in the eyes of others. They trust him, some of the people in Tallahassee look up to him. I have to flash back again I will be doing that a lot throughout this blog. I remember one day the slave driver took me to a "meeting" in a small town just outside of Tallahassee, it was in Monticello. On the way there he shows me this new paper article about a high school basketball star. The kid was African American however he had the same last name of this slaver driver. So this next thing this nasty ass WHITEY says to me is "this could be our son". I had to turn and look out the window to hide the look of disgust on my face. I also was so nauseated by the mere thought, I wanted to puke all over the place. I get nauseated when I can't take it anymore. I simply turned back and gave him my little deceitful smirk and said "Yea? You think?" this was for me to agree to whatever B.S. he had planned before or after this meeting. This man just did not know had he planned to put one finger on me I was prepared to kick his white ass all across that city and make up some lies on how he hurt me. He didn't bother I think he caught on. Because when we got back to the office he said I told him I was gonna go hang out with some of the other co workers. He responded by saying "go ahead since age is so important to you". This was to say I didn't want him because he was old. No whitey I don't want you cause you were my boss, I came there to work and be a professional not a hoefessional.
Companies included in this blog: http://www.manausa.com/
http://www.ringtherivers.com/
http://www.kw.com/kw/
When thinking about immigration and the laws of this land and the reputation this country makes for itself. I believe that giving preference to any other country based on talent, money, skin color etc. is discriminatory and prejudice. This country is suppose to be the land of opportunity not the land of “if you fit the standard the we will allow you in”. That's the same as joining a sorority, fraternity or some other organization which says the only way you can join or become a member is if you meet a certain criteria. Now I do feel there should be certain stipulations such as criminal background checks but as I think about if background checks were conducted there would be forces trying to lure specific groups of people into a life of crime just to keep them from entering this “land of opportunity”.
The immigration process shouldn't pass judgment or show preference to the neediest, the most talented, the most oppressed, or the richest. Everything should be based on the individuals character. As I read the text in regards to the immigration act of 1965 and observing the world and politics now. I reflect on the George W. Bush campaign and how he wanted to give preference to Latin immigrants to increase votes and how President Lyndon B Johnson wanted to control the Latin immigrants. I am inclined to believe everything is planned. Let's control this for now (1965) so that later when there is a need for votes the presidential candidate can show preference to a certain group of people and look like a hero to them. Meanwhile they oppressed other groups of people just because they have the power too. The entire governmental system make me sick to my stomach because everything is set up to keep certain groups, who are not willing to conform, oppressed, suppress and enslave. The system is a joke.
